Gay Junkie

Haha I’ve said that a few times in my life… I will never use again! yer right. I spent my last money for the next three days on Royal Mail Special Delivery post for an Item I sold on ebay. No I don’t steal and I always keep my word. I never let people down and the only illegal thing I do is to have a controlled substance on my person now and again. I heard from the loverly Grant who used to live here in Plymouth but has moved to Stirling in Scotland to start Uni. I wish I was younger and with him….he’s so loverly and sexy and still a virgin at 19! Yes he’s gay.

My life is spent keeping some things like the drugs away from my gay friends and I keep being gay away from my using acquaintances. Talk about a double life… I have been studying Internet marketing again. it’s the last day of the 30 Day Challenge and wow what I have learned in the last month. I am amazed at the price a program (Microsoft Publisher 2003) is fetching on ebay £45 so far and it only cost me £1 at the boot sale and there’s still 19 more hours to go. I couldn’t help myself and have bid on more original artwork… One by my favorite artists – a gay couple living in Turkey Serhan & Murat

I have to be very careful here as to what I display because my image hosting company are very, very prudish about naked bodies – no matter that it is art. I have a collection of art by these artists and i love the teddy images. This one is very tame though. The painting below is one that they do every now and again…I call him big eyes for obvious reasons. I am winning the bid on this one so far. I say so far because their art if fetching a hansom fee lately, ie 9″x12″ pencil drawing for £252!

Before I went to bed last night I watched a film called proof of life staring Russel Crowe and Meg Ryan about a man who is kidnapped by South American locals. He is kept captive while a ransom is negotiated. I bought this DVD from the local boot sale and didn’t read the description too well but I really enjoyed it. It touched on the manufacture of cocaine but didn’t delve too deeply into that side of things.

During the night I had a dream. I’m going to call it a dream because I didn’t wake up screaming as I usually do when I encounter a nightmare. This dream was full of people I didn’t know and there were lots of tropical trees like a jungle – similar to some of the scenes in the film. I was myself in this dream, same sex, age and as usual i was also gay! come to think of it, I have never had a dream where I fancied the opposite sex! I was not imprisoned by anyone but I was imprisoned by an addiction to opium. I remember that it was organic and not man made!

I woke up at 1.10pm and because the chemist was shut i put my head down and woke up again at 2.15pm. when I went downstairs on my way to the land rover and the pharmacy I noticed that some artwork had come in the post. Surreal from Poxxod. Images below. they are small but that doesn’t matter I like the feeling they give me.

I love surreal art. It reminds me of something that I can’t put into words! It speaks to me. I bid on two paintings yesterday on ebay by an artist called Napolien13 – I didn’t win them but I wont buy another painting until I own at least one of his…They are so very special, they make me feel as I have never felt before. I am shocked at the thoughts,pleasure and pain they portray. Here below is but one….